So just when you think you are doing better with the dizziness, it seems to be coming back. Also my face is feel funny like a sinus infection is starting. Now when I was really sick I was given a stronger antibiotic than the first one. I didn’t throw them away so I decided I’d better start taking them. Now hopefully my DizzyFix that I mentioned before will show up today. If the crystals in my inner ear are the cause of the dizziness, this should help me do the exercises correctly. Whatever I am doing now is not working. Praying that crystals just have to be moved and all will be good. But after work yesterday, as I was laying on 4 pillows on the couch I felt bad about everything but I reminded myself that God only gives us what he knows we can handle and that the negative thoughts are just the evil spirits trying to break me down and join their team. I also reminded myself that even though I feel bad, Jesus went through a lot worse on the cross and he did it all for us. After that and some praying I feel asleep and felt a little better. Another thing that has been helping me is that I’ve been reading a book called “Good Morning, Holy Spirit” by Benny Hinn. I am learning so much and it’s comforting to know the Holy Spirit is around us it give us strength and no matter how bad things may seem, it never leaves your side. Jesus promised us that when he went to heaven the Holy Spirit would come. So there is always someone listening when you feel the need help. We just have to open our hearts to the Holy Spirit and let him help.