God Has A Reason

Sorry I haven’t posted in awhile.  My Meniere’s is still under control but various things have been stressing me out to where I’ve been off balanced sometimes, had a few migraine type headaches, & really tired. With everything going in the world it is easy for one to sink in to all of if & wonder why. It really hit close home in June when the Orlando Pulse Massacre happened. While, I didn’t know anyone that was injured or murdered, I did know some people that had visited their regularly. Old friends that ended up being distant. It’s unbelievable that something so horrifying can happen in the same Central Florida area you live in. I know God is love but you have moments of why. Well, I have been reading my bible & listening to a lot of Christain music lately. It gives me peace & I have a better understanding that Jesus wants us to be on his side. Have faith in him that He died on the cross to take away our sins & give us eternal life in heaven. But there will be challenges from Evil Spirits who’s goal is to take us away from Christ. It may be in the form of terrible events that happen in the world or it could be people that you know that just don’t believe in Jesus & think you might nuts. While It’s to get mad & yell back, I remind myelf that the only way to truly help is to pray & give it all to Jesus. We as humans were given free will to believe what we want. So as a Christian we should never push. You can bring things up but never force it. In the end we pray for one’s salvation & pray for all the people in the world that has been affected by such horrible tragedy.

Sorry for rambling but I feel being honest & getting your feeling out is good for you. Plus, it could help someone else. Thank you for all your support here. I feel blessed seeing people from all over the world is reading my blog. 

Hope you have a safe & wonderful weekend. 

Happy Friday!!!!!

Another work week is about done & in the US most have Monday off because of Memorial Day.  While enjoying the BBQs, the beach, or just hanging out shopping, don’t forget to remember all the brave men & women that have died in our Military protecting others. They gave it all so that we can live in a free country. I am honored to be part of a Military family. My Grandfather was in the Navy during WWII, my dad was an Army Green Beret & went to Vietnam twice, 1 older brother was in Air Force, 1 older brother is in the Navy, & my young brother is in the Coast Guard. All retired or will with at least 20yrs of service. My family was lucky but so many families have lost loved ones to war related events. I pray they all have peace & understand the good they did.

So to start the 3 day weekend off I am posting the new song from Justin Timberlake. Sometimes when things get  mentally tough or illness gets me down, I first pray about it then listen to music. This song just came out a few & every time I hear it makes me happy. We need more songs like this now a days. Hope it also brings a smile to your face.

Have a great & safe holiday weekend!

It’s Not Over Yet with God

This song has been playing over & over in my head for a few days now, so i have to share it. The band For King & Country has some amazing songs that have helped me while me dad was in the hospital. In November we were told that he would only have 6 months to live because of the end stages of COPD. He was also retaining so much fluid that it was like he was drowning slowly in his lungs. The night I stayed over in the hospital dad weighed 240lbs. Now I have never known him to be over 200lbs & with him being 5’9″, that is a lot of stress. We took him home where he became a Hospice level 1 patient because he hates hospitals. Now there are 4 levels but the nurses said things could chance quickly. He could not do anything but sit around, which he hated. But God was with us & like this song says “It’s Not Over Yet”.  Many people pray for him & mom is in full control of his medication along with the weekly visit from the nurse. I go to their house to help as much as I can plus & am always researching information about COPD.
Our prayers have been answered!!!! Dad now weights 165lbs & has been riding his motorcycle with a side car almost every day. He’s been mowing the grass with the tractor & even talking about clearing some land that he bought before he got sick. While the  doctors can only give an estimation about how long a person will live, he has pass that mark. Dad still is in Hospice level 1 & takes all his medication faithfully. God gave us a miracle.

No matter what you are going through pray for God’s help. He will be there for you. Things may not get better over night but trust in him to take of it.